people are quick to bring up my negativity, but they seem to always forget my unwavering pessimism. i wish the world would come to an end - a pretty negative thought. but i'm pessimistic that will happen anytime soon ...despite our best efforts. instead, you'll have to live through countless atrocities and watch everyone close to you die one at a time. that seems much more depressing. a giant tidal wave sweeping over everyone all at once doesn't sound so bad compared to that, does it? i'd go summon a meteor, but i'm not that ambitious.